Adventures In Dom Continued…
I’ve dropped my dosage of Domperidone from 80mg a day to 40mg. This means that rather than making between 6-8oz, it’s dropped to more like 5-7oz. I’m sure it’ll drop further too. The only way I could possibly meet what Moo needs/wants would be to take more pills and add pumps back in. I’m not prepared to do that. I *love* my life with one pump. I’m not a slave to the damn thing anymore and I don’t want to go back there.
I wasn’t meeting Moos needs most days anyway and was falling short if she wanted milk before a nap or during the night. Instead of taking twice the amount of drugs to top up with cows milk, I figured I’d take less drugs and top up a bit more. Does that even make sense? It does by my own logic anyway. I can reduce the cost of prescriptions this way too.
A few months ago losing those precious ounces would have killed me. I’d be desperate to get them back up. I think I’m coming to terms with the fact that this can’t go on forever. Maybe I’m nearing the time to let go.