Low

I’m feeling pretty low today. Moo has been ill for such a long time, crying, whining, clingy. I feel awful for her. Urine infections are horrible at the best of times, but to have a fever with it too… She must feel miserable.

I’m feeling sorry for myself now. Cabin fever has well and truly set in. I can’t get anything done round the house, its a mess. I’ve heard constant crying for days and days and days. It’s hard to keep depression at bay. I can feel myself about to snap. I have to zone out for a minute, read some messages or send a tweet. Anything to take me away, just long enough to take a few breaths. I want to claw my own skin off quite a bit of the moment.

But, this will pass. This *has* to pass.

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Posted on September 20, 2013, in Uncategorized and tagged , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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